Feeling kind of gross..

I binged a little tonight.. I mean, I still ate less than I normally would in a day, but idk.. ew.

I had only a half of a piece of the lasagna, and I'm super proud of myself for that. It was good.. but SO gross and cheesy and meaty and ew.

Then I had a small salad, a bunch of baby carrots and light ranch (forty cal for 2 tbsp), fat free cocoa with light soy milk, and bar of ritter sport dark chocolate. I mean, it wouldn't have been so bad if it wasn't for the fact that I ate the entire thing. Oh, and I ate some saltines and salsa.. probably around 8 or 10 saltines.

At least I'm feeling full... I'm guessing that it I consumed somewhere around 1000 calories... I'm rounding up. Hoping to god it didn't equal any more than that because... just no. haha.

Tomorrow I'll be doing liquids only. and maybe an apple if I get hungry. Because today was the first time I had ever felt hungry.. in like over a week.  I think that it's a good thing.. maybe my tummy is getting a little better, cleared out. idk. I'm going to start trying to stay off dairy.