drunkadrunka

Last night was nuts.

I am so proud of myself. I broke up with Stefan, I am extremely sad yes, but the witty hurtful comments he's trying to send me.. I can see right through them. It feels so good to have that.

I drank last night.. drank off the pain. I got drunk SO fast. I don't know the last time I got drunk that fast I fasted all day yesterday with the exception of when I got home after work. I had a clementine and a very very small bowl of noodles. Like 6 noodles. A couple itty bitty pieces of chicken and red sauce.

The feeling of thin, I can feel it. It feels WONDERFUL and I love it so much. I wouldn't want my body any other way, except maybe thinner. :D