bleh yesterday.

It was awful. I ate so much food. Probably around 900 cal. I guess I was kind of expecting it though soo... idk. My stomach HATED me for it last night though. goodness.

Today is a good start. I had a normal sized bowl of honey bunches of oats (almond), and I'm pretty sure that that's going to be it for today. If I get hungry later I'll allow myself a bowl of salad with light ranch. Or a tomato salad with balsamic vinegar.

I think the spa is what made me so hungry though. We only went for two hours, I can't wait to go back :D We just went from sauna to steam room to hot tub to sauna to steam/sauna session, to lounging.. I sweat EVERYthing out. It was amazing. I hope we start going at least once a month. Next time we want to go for the entire day! There's even a  napping room :)

I did 100 crunches last night, I'll probably do 100 more before work in an hour. Other than the part that I serve food all day, I love my job. It makes me run around for at least a few hours straight every day. Carrying dishes, trays, rushing drinks, practicing a smile, keeping me busy.

In other news. I'm breaking up with Stefan, my boyfriend. And I'm trying to figure out the best way to extract the invitation for Rachel to move out here. It wasn't until after I offered to buy her plane ticket that she revealed to me that she actually doesn't have any money anymore and wouldn't have been able to make it out here otherwise. That kinda hurt. a lot. Stefan and I were never good for each other anyways. It's gonna be a long night.